I guess I've been selfish. I guess I have to apologise to Nisha and Sarali after reading Nisha's blog. I've been trying so hard to find a place once more that I'm keeping them from the others. Which is damn freaking unacceptable. So, I'm sorry girls for being so selfish.
Anyway, today's alright I guess. I need to find my groove again. I dont know. LOL. Ah well, I feel better already at least. I think I know what I gotta do to make everything alright again (:
I apologise to T03 then. Every single one of you. For different reasons I guess but still.
I know I'm selfish. The world shouldn't revolve around me. I feel like doing some volunteery work somewhere. Dont get me wrong. I'm not being nice or anything. I feel like I need that to get love back in my heart. So I just might (:
I was reminded last night. Someone sms-ed me "Little miss free prisoner, let your mind just wonder..." and it was like a reminder that I'm different and its okay to be different. I need to stay focused and grounded.
& I look in the mirror and dont like what I see; but at least I'm doing something about it.