Today's been a superbly wet day. I kept telling Nisha I feel ugly today. In fact, I feel fugly. I dont know why. HAHA. Its not the HMS shirt I'm sure. It's just me. Some days I wake up feeling like the most confident person on the face of the earth and other days I awake feeling like the shittiest.
Stayed back to discuss projects and then watch Grey's Anatomy in school. How fun right? I know.
So what I want for christmas is just LOVE (:
I fear saying this would make it more concrete.
I'd love to love you.
But oh, how impossible. I await the day either of us speaks to the other. For I've noticed you but I happen to be that girl that everyone just doesn't notice. So I pray, that you're one of those people who notices the girl who's never noticed.
Because I want to get to know you. I want to know all about you. I want to find out that everything I've said about you is right. I want to know that who I think you are is really who you are. I want to know you.
But I fear. Because I'm the girl who the guys tend to overlook. Because I'm so ordinarily plain-jane. So, I fear.
But I still want to know you. So help me out here. Disappear or make me notice you noticing me.