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{ Dreamer }
Definition:

1. a person who dreams.

2. a person who lives in a world of fantasy; one who is impractical and unrealistic.

3. a person whose ideas or projects are considered audacious or highly speculative; visionary.
{ Marianne }

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
It was always you.

{ Past. }

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{ Friday, November 20, 2009 }

Marianne's happy streak is coming to an end. LOL. I hope not but it kind of feels like it.

I awoke today and got a shock out of my life. I thought there was Law today and I was running late for it. I then, in my state of horrible blurness, messaged like 5 people at one go to ask. And no one replied! HAHA, so I freaked out and went off to mel to check and realised there was NO class at all today -.- I swear I felt stupid. So I went back to sleep and had a dream. I dreamt that I was viewing Tarci's facebook page. Yes, TARCISUS HO from NGEE ANN POLY PCS. And I came across his friends and one of them was MR. WHITE HEADPHONES! XD And I was so freaking happy okay! LOL. Then I awoke and found out it was only a dream. I went on facebook just to check and nope, no mr. white headphones. Whatever man.

I guess I just feel like I haven't felt any strong emotions in a long while. It used to be either an outburst of love for someone or hurt, pain and suffering over someone. Now its so calm. Almost too calm since its calm for like almost a year now. I need to feel something deep once more. Trust me, I think I'm close to forgetting how it feels like to actually love someone. I'm dry and I'm empty. So empty it starting to feel horrible. All these make me feel downnn and I'm trying not to let it pull me down.

So I think of Mr. White Headphones. But no, I wont call it love. I dont love him. I just feel that he's someone I'd really like to know and if I know him there might be a high possibility of me loving him. But not just yet. Ah, how do I even describe how it feels.

With the lights out it’s never less dangerous
Even with a stranger never gets painless
Don’t be afraid

Every time I think I’m gonna change it
It’s driving me insane
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)

Do you live, do you die, do you bleed
For the fantasy
In your mind, through your eyes, do you see
It’s the fantasy

Maybe tonight we can forget about it all
It could be just like heaven
I am a machine
No longer living, just a shell of what I dreamed
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)

Do you live, do you die, do you bleed
For the fantasy
In your mind, through your eyes, do you see
It’s the fantasy

Say it, say it, say that you believe
Say it, say it to me

Do you live, do you die, do you bleed
For the fantasy
Automatic, I imagine, I believe

Do you live
Do you die
Do you bleed
For the fantasy

Do you live, do you die, do you bleed
For the fantasy
In your mind, through your eyes, do you see
It’s the fantasy
Automatic, i imagine i believe
Automatic, i imagine i believe

Say it, say it, say that you believe
(Automatic, i imagine i believe)
Say it, say it to me
(Automatic, i imagine i believe)
Say it, say it, say that you believe
(Automatic, i imagine i believe)
Say it, say it to me
Automatic, i imagine i believe
I believe, I believe, I believe

& because I do.


{ fin }