I am freaking out. Marianne is freaking out (: In a good way though.
I was asked to sing in a choir in church and so I agreed thinking we're singing normal songs from our hymnals and I thought there'd be like 15 of us at least. Guess what?! We're singing some tehzeh (or however you spell that) and there's only 6 of us! ): DAMN SCARY. To make things worse, everyone and I mean EVERYONE there has some sort of musical background. And I dont. I have no freaking background in music!
To make things worse than worse, each of us 3 girls have to sing solo. Which means I have to sing the cantor part for one of it. WHICH IS DAMN FREAKING HIGH NOTE PLEASE. I'm super stressed. And freaking out.
The thing is, this pushes me. Because I normally wouldn't bother trying to hit notes remotely near as high as those. Plus, I'm learning new ways of singing that allows me to actually hit the high notes even more easily! XD
Its damn epic. Okay, if anyone wants to see me go crazy, its on 29th November 2009 6.30pm at St. Mary of the Angels. LOL.
I swear, if I screw it up, I'm gonna hide myself in a paper bag each time I go to church.
Oh, to nehneh! (: Thanks dear! It doesn motivate me and makes me happy. So yes, I'll chase.