I realised I've been so lost. So lost in what's not so important. I guess I got caught up thinking that the world revolves around me. I have to keep reminding myself about that I guess.
I spent the whole day listening to 'Alive Again' by Matt Maher. It reminds me. Anyway, went for the talk in church and it reminded me too. The world doesn't revolve around me. There are people who's lives are in danger every single second of the day. People who suffer their whole lives. People who are not as fortunate as me. And yet, what do we care about? If we look good, if we sound good, if we present ourselves well, if someone likes us or not and whatever else we think about.
Listening to the talk, my passion was once more renewed. I want so much to be a social worker. I know it wont be an easy life, neither will it allow me time for myself. However, seeing so much to do in the world, I wanna be that change in someone's life. Be the change in this world. Even if its so small a change it goes unnoticed, knowing that I am making a difference makes me want to do it more.
So yes, I'm so sure right now, I want so much to be a social worker now. (:
And I'm thankful to be reminded back onto the right track.