Its the same scene again.

Where I watch while you walk further and further away. I can't see if you're crying or not but you keep walking, till you're out of sight and then darkness. Total and complete darkness. And when I wake again, there's a hole in my chest and this unexplained intolerable pain. I try to speak but no words come out, not even sounds.

And there's absolutely no one around. And I start to realise, I'm completely alone.

Why the fuck is this going on.