So what? Is it too demanding to ask for the very person who loves me enough to put up with my friends? Is it too much to ask of someone who might be my life partner to just be there because I want him there? Like its easy for me to actually sit around while his friends talk and smoke and all but I don't mind because I love being around him, being with him. Meeting the people who he hangs out with, meeting the people who make him who he is. Who brings out another side of him. I wanna know if I'm asking too much. Is it? Are my friends that horrid? Am I not enough?
Ugh, melancholy, fine. You win. You fucking win.
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