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{ Dreamer }
Definition:

1. a person who dreams.

2. a person who lives in a world of fantasy; one who is impractical and unrealistic.

3. a person whose ideas or projects are considered audacious or highly speculative; visionary.
{ Marianne }

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
It was always you.

{ Past. }

January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 July 2012 October 2012 January 2013 March 2013 July 2013 August 2013 January 2014 September 2014 January 2015 July 2015

{ Sunday, March 25, 2012 }

So here's the thing. We're talking on the phone and we suddenly start talking about our future together again. So we talk about like our house, our chores and etc. but what happens is that each time we talk about things like that it makes me so happy because it shows we both see us going the whole way - marriage and all. But it also makes me so incredibly sad because of this same problem. Ahhh, I can't keep going over this over and over again l: 


I fear the future, yet I look forward to it.


{ fin }


{ Monday, March 19, 2012 }

I miss my boy alot. So I took MC today. HAHA I am sick!

So anyway, I really miss my boyfriend and he'll be back tomorrow so YAY!


{ fin }


{ Sunday, March 11, 2012 }

Doing slot of soul searching the last few days and realised that I'm the one whose keeping my friends from becoming best friends because I don't let people in. I don't give people alot to work with and I hide my personality away. 


So, I was thinking of the group of people who have always been there no matter what. Sharon, Dot, Alex, Twin, Khairul, etc. They've all accepted me. And no matter how I neglect them, they still stand by me. They're still around when I need someone to rant to or talk to. So I'm gonna stop hiding myself away. Fuck the fear of what people will think of me. I'm gonna just be myself. My weird self. 


And by the way, all the peeps I mentioned, I love you guys loads :D


I also made a promise to myself that I'm gonna work on putting in more effort to keep my friendships. For those who matter, I'm gonna keep in touch with them. I'm gonna do things with them and meet them constantly. Haha (:


I'm feeling happy. Plus a phone call from the boy makes it even more awesome <3


{ fin }


{ Saturday, March 10, 2012 }

Things I have learnt today 1) people will never understand your situation in the working world. 2) a job is a job, a boss is a boss. Just cos you're friendly with them doesn't make you a friend. 3) people are bitches when it comes to money issues 4) trust no one at work, give no one reason to fuck you over. Because its a fucking cruel world. I see it now. Poison in everything I touch.


{ fin }


{ Monday, March 5, 2012 }

So he's off to ubin. And I don't like how I seem to depend so much on him. I'm really starting to think that I've got some problem. Anyway, I'm also thinking that I can see myself spending the rest of my life with him (:


{ fin }