Doing slot of soul searching the last few days and realised that I'm the one whose keeping my friends from becoming best friends because I don't let people in. I don't give people alot to work with and I hide my personality away.
So, I was thinking of the group of people who have always been there no matter what. Sharon, Dot, Alex, Twin, Khairul, etc. They've all accepted me. And no matter how I neglect them, they still stand by me. They're still around when I need someone to rant to or talk to. So I'm gonna stop hiding myself away. Fuck the fear of what people will think of me. I'm gonna just be myself. My weird self.
And by the way, all the peeps I mentioned, I love you guys loads :D
I also made a promise to myself that I'm gonna work on putting in more effort to keep my friendships. For those who matter, I'm gonna keep in touch with them. I'm gonna do things with them and meet them constantly. Haha (:
I'm feeling happy. Plus a phone call from the boy makes it even more awesome <3