So here's the thing. We're talking on the phone and we suddenly start talking about our future together again. So we talk about like our house, our chores and etc. but what happens is that each time we talk about things like that it makes me so happy because it shows we both see us going the whole way - marriage and all. But it also makes me so incredibly sad because of this same problem. Ahhh, I can't keep going over this over and over again l: