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{ Dreamer }
Definition:

1. a person who dreams.

2. a person who lives in a world of fantasy; one who is impractical and unrealistic.

3. a person whose ideas or projects are considered audacious or highly speculative; visionary.
{ Marianne }

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
It was always you.

{ Past. }

January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 July 2012 October 2012 January 2013 March 2013 July 2013 August 2013 January 2014 September 2014 January 2015 July 2015

{ Saturday, January 12, 2013 }

I'm worried. There's been a lot on my mind and I haven't been able to come to a conclusion. Every time I think I've come to the conclusion, I end up doing nothing about it when we meet up.

 I hate the fact that religion is the one thing standing in our way.

 And the doubts in my head.
I want to be able to have a church wedding.
I want to be able to go to church with my whole family.
I want my children to grow up knowing God.

 And I keep wondering
What if we're just wasting our time?
What if there is someone out there for him who is his soul mate?
What if everything is just building up to nothing?

 I don't know what to do and I don't like being an emotional sac every single time I think about it.

 And I keep feeling like I already know what I'm supposed to do but I'm just stalling time.

 Fuck, help me.


{ fin }