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{ Dreamer }
Definition:

1. a person who dreams.

2. a person who lives in a world of fantasy; one who is impractical and unrealistic.

3. a person whose ideas or projects are considered audacious or highly speculative; visionary.
{ Marianne }

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
It was always you.

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{ Sunday, March 31, 2013 }

Just felt a really strong urge to write about this.

I think I might start blogging once more, just to put these thoughts down somewhere.

Its been 1 year and 8 months that I've been with Shaiz. When I think about it I think its extremely amazing how anyone can be with me for such a long period of time.

If I were a young girl and you asked me what characteristics I thought would be a good boyfriend I'd say smart, funny and understanding. And yes, all these he is. But he was not like how I pictured him to be. The most amazing part of it all is how he is able to handle me. How he doesn't just run off when I start throwing one of my fits because I'm in a dark place. How he doesn't just leave me by myself when I shut myself up and stop talking altogether.

I don't know how to explain that sometimes my thoughts get the better of me and I fear that if I open my mouth to speak the wrong words will fall out or I'll start the water works that we will all see no end of it. I cannot explain how sometimes I feel emotional, so emotional that I start tearing up just hearing someone's laughter.

I find it impossible to explain the sort of feeling I feel when I look at him and see how he loves me, how much he cares for me.

I find it impossible to explain the kind of pain and heartache I feel when I think about the future.

But right now, I want to be the best I can to love him the best I can.


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