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{ Dreamer }
Definition:

1. a person who dreams.

2. a person who lives in a world of fantasy; one who is impractical and unrealistic.

3. a person whose ideas or projects are considered audacious or highly speculative; visionary.
{ Marianne }

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
It was always you.

{ Past. }

January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 July 2012 October 2012 January 2013 March 2013 July 2013 August 2013 January 2014 September 2014 January 2015 July 2015

{ Tuesday, July 30, 2013 }

Today, I let my insecurities get the better of me. And its unacceptable and he should never be treated that way.

It was simple. Do I trust him? Yes with all my heart I trust him. What I don't trust is my ability to keep him attracted to me. What I fear is losing him to someone else.

Yes. I got worried because I hear that the girls play the games he play. Do the things he does and talk the way he talks. All of which I don't do. And so I got scared. Scared that he'd see that their more fun than I am. Scared that he'd see that I'm so much more boring than all the others.

That's why I hardly say a thing when I'm with Atiqah and all. I feel small around her. I feel boring around her. She lights up the room and I don't. She's easy to love and I'm not.

But no, to hell with these insecurities. Keep it together and do not let them show ever again.


{ fin }