Well I guess I am upset. But I don't want to say it because I know it'll come out wrong. It'll come across as bitchy.
But yeah, I am upset. Because I feel like the last thing on your mind sometimes. You say you need me but when it cones to meeting me, oh you're afraid there isn't enough rest. But with your friends oh you'll meet them even if its alrdy 9+pm and you've got work the next day its alright. You'll stay till 12am and still its okay. No worries about enough or not enough rest.
Yes, I am upset because I made an effort. I tried to get home asap. I took a cab so I could meet you and only to find out that no we weren't gonna meet. Amd about rest? I'm awake at 5am today and slept pretty late last night but still I didn't have 2nd doubts about meeting you because I miss you and I mean it. I miss you and I'll grab every chance I get to meet you. Even if it means lesser sleep, even if it means having to travel.
So is it wrong that I expect more only because I'm willing to give that much more?
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